Today is National Grief Awareness Day.
“National Grief Awareness Day is dedicated to raising awareness of the myriad ways in which individuals cope with loss.”
Coping doesn’t mean moving on. You never move on from loss. You can move forward. You can continue living but that doesn’t mean you have stopped grieving the loss. The pain and hurt is still there. Coping with loss means learning how to continue to live while carrying the grief daily.
Every single day I think about Chaz.
Some days it’s a little thing that I think about like how he would use every single spoon we owned while cooking.
Some days I think about the life we dreamed about.
I remember feeling that it took all my energy to get out of bed during the first year. I’m grateful that those days are not as frequent but they still come.
I still have days where the reality feels like a punch to the gut.
But I also have days where I feel happy and blessed. Days that I can look back at the growth I’ve gone through and I know that Chaz is proud of me.
How I’m Coping
I am coping while still grieving. Coping will look different person to person.
For me, taking care of my high energy, lovable dog Corbin helps me cope. Spending time with God in prayer, worship and journaling has been healing. Making plans to do something fun with the people I love helps a lot. Sleeping and taking time to be by myself is still one of the top ways I cope when emotions are more intense. Making myself available to talk and share with others about my experiences and giving advice helps me process what I’m going through and I feel good knowing that it can help others.
How You Can Support Someone Today And Every Day
The best way to love someone who is grieving is to remember that each person will experience, process and cope with grief differently. Don’t compare grief or say “I know exactly what you are going through.” It’s impossible for you to know exactly what that person is truly feeling. Ask questions and be ok with whatever the answer is or if they choose not to give an answer. Think about what you say before you say it. It might not come across as helpful or encouraging. One of the easiest things you can do is just be with the other person. Acknowledge that the situation sucks and tell them you love them. Let them know you are with them and know that you won’t be able to fix it.